In the course of a week I've passed out on the floor of Bergakungen from stress and anxiety, gotten rejected from another university, missed my application for högskoleprovet (and a good swedish application with it) and failed my math HL P1, that's really great... I'm just gonna go back to bed like the rest of the day and wait for mom to come home. 

I don't want to go back to school. 

High point of the day, using like, 1 dl of shampoo, now that's what I call lathered up. Also I accidentally swallowed a Fruit Drop candy whole, and I'm probably gonna get really bad indigestion now...

Ok if I became any more bored I would fall off the face of the Earth. I can't wait to get out of Mölndal, out of Sweden and just generally not be here. It's not that bad something happened but being the aquarius that I am I prefer to be in a state of constant change and I just realised that I have been living ín the same house for 6 years now! I've never lived in the same place for that long before. Though with the reality of university closing in on me as I am now looking at dates of my admissions tests things are looking up, even though I get a lump in my neck the size of a grapefruit. 
   To top it off I have a sore throat and I'm starting to get bunions on my feet, DAMN HIGH HEELS! I really don't treat my feet well so I guess I really had it coming though, pressing them into a tiny high heeled shoe every other day.
On a very random note they started selling dildos/vibrators and "vaginal kulor" at the pharmacy now. Question; when did Apoteket become Kondomeriet? Don't get me wrong I am all for openness of peoples sexuality, I just don't see the connection between the pharmacy and dildos. Well anyways I left there with a smile on my face. 
  Also after the last Narnia movie I thought that the hotness of William Moseley was not as extreme as I first though, but after watching Prince Caspian... OMG was I wrong, he is giving Ewan McGregor a run for his money

Yes I am actually using my blog for something other than reading other peoples entries.
Anyway, just got back from the Poland trip this morning, too early, approx. 02.00, together with some people from my class. Also teachers, Mr. DuPriest aka The Man and Renée aka Renée-nay (?!), the first is just disturbing. 
       We all had a good time, although the most hilarious thing, must have been Thomas getting drunk off his ass. We were all going out Friday night and we were just waiting for Jens and Thomas to come home from watching the football game on the big screen, eventually Jens come home but there is no Thomas. So we went to the first bar right across the street from the hostel, we had some shots, got a little tips, danced, but all the guys were getting a little to hands on, so we went back to the hostel to try and get Jens and Thomas with us so maybe all the gawking at "Swedish girls" would subside. When we get back Thomas was just getting back (this was at midnight), he wasn't feeling so good and the vodka bottle in his hand was almost empty... Jens is trying to calm him and get him out but wasn't looking so hot. After some time he is left behind and all us girls + Jens head off to the next bar with some people from the hostel. A while later at the third bar Sine is a little to drunk to stand and some of the girls take her home, and long story short we all ended up back at the hostel at around 3-ish. But the people who went home after the first bar are still up and they tell us about their night, Thomas got more drunk after the vodka really set in, he couldn't stand, he fell of the sofa onto the floor, and he finished off the last of the vodka. They tried to feed him something as he was drinking on a empty stomach, tried to get him to drink some water, get him into bed, with all clothes on... And all the while we could all not stop laughing. The next day he had only vague memories of the past night, but after asking why the hell he came back so late by himself or why he would drink so much strait vodka so fast, he explained that he had been walking around Krakow by himself drinking the vodka... It was very very humorous. Although his hang-over was very much not funny.

It was fun to get to know some of the people from the class better, even though only 1/4 of the IB 2 class come with. 

All in all, it was fun, Poland is not cheap nor do they have nice food, and I would totally do it again some time.
 

I'm FREEEE! No more exams, and i can slowly start to phase in sleep into my life again, and start to phase coffee out, I only had 2 cups today!

I really don't get why I'm so tired all the time, I feel like I keep sleeping and yet I'm more tired when I get up then when I fell asleep. Maybe it's the constant flow of things to do. I started studying for the exams on Monday and even scarier than that, I handed in my research question for my extended essay today. Even so I'm kinda enjoying school at the moment, I've gotten to the stage where you start to know the people you have class with enough to laugh at them, and teachers too. 
     Which brings me to my next point, I miss ESG something chronic at the moment, it must have something to do with the fact that me and Aarti keep talking about it. And damn it, I miss William. Ok so I still talk to him occasionally but it's just not the same.... Sometimes you just want a jerk around, to mess with, get messed about and to have your breasts stared at... Yes those were the days. 

Random stuff includes: Ewan McGregor is the sexiest man ever, period. Thoughts about thongs; why would someone willingly walk around with a wedgie all day long?! Then again why would someone walk around in painful shoes that deform your foot all day?

( ) Rocky Horror Picture Show
(1) Grease
(2) Pirates of the Carribean
(3) Boondock Saints
(4) The Mexican
(5) Fight Club
( ) Starsky and Hutch
(6) Neverending Story
( ) Blazing Saddles
(7) The Princess Bride
( ) Young Frankenstien
( ) AnchorMan: The Legend of Ron Burgandy
(8) Napoleon Dynamite
(9) Saw
( ) White Noise
( ) White Oleander
(10) Anger Management
( ) 50 First Dates
( ) Jason X
(10) Scream
(11) Scream 2
(12) Scream 3
(13) Scary Movie
(14) Scary Movie 2
(15) Scary Movie 3
(16) American Pie
(17) American Pie 2
(18) American Wedding
( ) American Pie Band Camp
(19) Harry Potter 1
(20) Harry Potter 2
(21) Harry Potter 3
(22) Harry Potter 4
( ) Resident Evil I
( ) Resident Evil 2
(23) The Wedding Singer
( ) Little Black Book
( ) The Village
(24) Donnie Darko
(25) Lilo & Stitch
(26) Finding Nemo
(27) Finding Neverland
( ) 13 Ghosts
( ) Signs
( ) The Grinch
( ) Texas Chainsaw Massacre
( ) White Chicks
(28) Butterfly Effect
( ) 13 Going on 30
( ) I Robot
(29 ) Dodgeball: A True Underdog Story
( ) Universal Soldier
(30) A Series Of Unfortunate Events
(31) Along Came Polly
( ) Deep Impact
( ) KingPin
(32) Never Been Kissed
(33) Meet The Parents
(34) Meet the Fockers
(35) A Cinderella Story
(36) The Terminal
( ) The Lizzie McGuire Movie
( ) Passport to Paris
(37) Dumb & Dumber
( ) Dumb & Dumberer
( ) Final Destination (It was either this one or no.2...)
( ) Final Destination 2
( ) Halloween
( ) The Ring
( ) The Ring Two
( ) Harold & Kumar Go To White Castle
( ) Practical Magic
( ) Chicago
( ) Ghost Ship
( ) From Hell
( ) Hellboy
( ) Secret Window
( ) I am Sam
(38) The Whole Nine Yards
( ) The Whole Ten Yards
(39) The Day After Tomorrow
( ) Child's Play
( ) Child's Play 2
( ) Child's Play 3
(40) Bride of Chucky
( ) Seed of Chucky
(41) Ten Things I Hate About You
( ) Just Married
( ) Gothika
(42) Nightmare on Elm Street
( ) Sixteen Candles
( ) Coach Carter
( ) Bad Boys
( ) Bad Boys 2
( ) Joy Ride
( ) Se7en
(43) Ocean's Eleven
( ) Ocean's Twelve
( ) Identity
( ) Lone Star
( ) Bedazzled
( ) Predator I
( ) Independence Day
( ) Cujo
( ) A Bronx Tale
( ) Darkness Falls
( ) Christine
( ) Children of the Corn
( ) My Boss' Daughter
( ) Maid in Manhattan
( ) Best Bet
(43) How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
(44) She's All That
( ) Calendar girls
(45) Sideways
( ) Mars Attacks
( ) Event Horizon
( ) Ever After
(46) Forrest Gump
( ) Big Trouble in Little China
(47) X-Men
(48) X-2
( ) Jeepers Creepers
( ) Jeepers Creepers 2
(49) Catch Me If You Can
(50) The Others
( ) Freaky Friday (original)
( ) Freaky Friday (re-make)
( ) Reign of Fire
(51) Cruel Intentions
( ) The Hot Chick
( ) Swimfan
( ) Miracle
(52) Jaw Breaker
(53) Old School
(54) The Notebook
( ) K-Pax
(55) Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring
(56) Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers
(57) Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King
(58) A Walk to Remember
( ) Boogeyman
( ) Hitch
( ) The Fifth Element
( ) Star Wars Episode I The Phantom Menace
( ) Star Wars Episode II Attack of The Clones
(59) Star Wars Episode III Revenge of The Sith
( ) Star Wars Episode IV A New Hope
( ) Star Wars Episode V The Empire Strikes Back
( ) Star Wars Episode VI Return of The Jedi
( ) Troop Beverly Hills
( ) Swimming with Sharks
( ) Air Force One
( ) For Richer or Poorer
( ) Trainspotting
( ) People Under the Stairs
( ) Blue Velvet
(60) Sound of Music
(61) Parent Trap 1
(62) Parent Trap 2
( ) The Burbs
( ) The Terminator
(63) Terminator 2
( ) Terminator 3: Rise of the Machines
( ) Empire Records
( ) SLC Punk
(64) Meet Joe Black
( ) Nightmare Before Christmas
(65) The Silence of the Lambs
(66) Red Dragon
(67) Hannibal
(68) Sleepy Hollow
( ) I Heart Huckabees
(69) The Wizard Of Oz
( ) 24 Hour Party People
( ) In & Out (Mwhaha, just saw this yesterday in Religion XDD)
(70) ET

I am so friggin' bored, I have done absolutely nothing today, at all. It's only been two days of the Easter break and already I'm going mad with boredom, and I wouldn't even normally be doing anything special on a Saturday. I could do some of the homework and other shit that has piled up to a mountain of homework so big it's blocking out the sun, yes I'm sorry Gothenburg, it's my fault it's never sunny and still ice cold in April. But the thought of actually doing work just puts me off. And there is nothing interesting on the internet either, and no one is friggin' online, Kim is at the country side and Julie is in London, so no one is even going to read this... 
I feel like my brain is turning into cheese, and in this shit whole called Mölndal where people are sent to die a boring death in their old age, I was forced to start eating the Lindt rabbit in my easter basket, which is so thick I have yet to be able to bite through and am now gnawing at... WTF?!
I watched 300 but it was a shit film and i fell asleep 4 times and it wasn't even 10 yet.
I just want to, like, aargh!
And I seem to be experiencing some kind of withdrawal symptoms, I'm like just... It's so FRUSTRATING!
Stupid, son of  bitch, whore, crap, shit, fuck, pussy, cunt, bastard, asshole motherfucker, that is my shitting current mood.
And current music you can jump up your own ass and die.
Yes in my frustration I have turned to one of two pleasures, swearing like fuck. 
You can all go screw yourselves, assholes....

I'm FREE!! I finally finished my Mathematics portfolio assignment!!! I turned i final count of 10 pages... hopefully i will not fail. 
anyway, I'm finished! words cannot describe how happy I am to have finished it (for now... I have 3 more to go before finals).